Happy Easter, evil creatures!
Mar. 29th, 2024 01:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sammylux Yeees I know it's not Easter yet, but I'm polish and for me Easter starts the second my mama starts putting the decorations up, my babcia visits to cook a scary amount of eggs and my tata buys large quantities of discounted beer. This year we are the ones to host a family Easter breakfast at our house, so a bunch of aunts and uncles will come to eat various salads and drink vodka, so I'm looking towards that Ｏ(≧▽≦)Ｏ
What I'm mostly excited about tho is the spring air and sunlight, the flowers in my garden are starting to bloom, ducks came back to our pond, I can sit outside in short sleeves. It's wonderful... Sadly I'm in the middle of switching my meds, which means I'm now like two strong antidepressants down and waiting to be able to start taking my new ones, which suuuuuckls... I'm having a lot of trouble with sleeping again, my anxiety is crazy all the time. I can't focus on anything. I'm probably annoying people around me a little, because half od the words they say to me just don't arrive to my brain, I zone out every other sentence (╯︵╰,) . Also I'm so behind with schoolwork, I have to get my shit together ough!!
It's fine tho, it's really not that bad. Just a little hard to get used to and tiring. I'm trying to get back into coding my site, but it's hard when all my hobbies seem a little bit pointless rn. But depression in spring is way easier to survive than winter depression, I'll be fine ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
XOXO, your freak and weirdo
What I'm mostly excited about tho is the spring air and sunlight, the flowers in my garden are starting to bloom, ducks came back to our pond, I can sit outside in short sleeves. It's wonderful... Sadly I'm in the middle of switching my meds, which means I'm now like two strong antidepressants down and waiting to be able to start taking my new ones, which suuuuuckls... I'm having a lot of trouble with sleeping again, my anxiety is crazy all the time. I can't focus on anything. I'm probably annoying people around me a little, because half od the words they say to me just don't arrive to my brain, I zone out every other sentence (╯︵╰,) . Also I'm so behind with schoolwork, I have to get my shit together ough!!
It's fine tho, it's really not that bad. Just a little hard to get used to and tiring. I'm trying to get back into coding my site, but it's hard when all my hobbies seem a little bit pointless rn. But depression in spring is way easier to survive than winter depression, I'll be fine ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ
XOXO, your freak and weirdo
